the swing.

im getting into the swing of things. getting to life, post breakup. post camp. post school. post emotions. im getting to life after all of these realizations. im getting to what my life looks like now. and frankly, its pretty good. not all of these realizations were bad. camp opened my eyes. i realized my errors there. however post breakup was difficult. when you put these together, you end up with a mess of a girl. but im doing fine. im actually doing well. i think ive realized that living post whatever is the only way. the past is the past.
today, i was siting at a friends house and with no warning, i had a realization. its time to let go of my past, and step into my future. step into a future where im not selfish and attention seeking. step into a future where my attention is on christ, and boys, are not my priority. step into a future where i am a warrior for the kingdom of god. this is my future, scratch that. THIS, is my now. this is the life im ready to live. this is my time. im still working on it, but slowly, im getting into the swing of things.